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Fury

My anger issues are currently worse than ever. In fact they are getting frightening. Whenever I read the politics news or go on a Facebook page and see something I disagree with, I just erupt into a white hot fury. It's usually something to do with trump or brexit. Every morning I read of another stupidity which makes my blood boil: either Trump has said something, or Farage has wound me up with his arrogance. I know I can't do anything about it, so then I go on to a Facebook forum to vent my anger, but the responses I get only make matters worse. I get so angry that, for a few moments, I cannot control my body; I shake with rage, wanting with all my heart to tear the subject of my anger apart. It is truly frightening.

I know it's related to my cerebral palsy: the damage to my brain also affected the system which regulates emotions. I also note that they pass pretty quickly. As I said on Monday however, the problem is, everyone else is getting furious too, and they don't have my excuse. In the uk, one side is angry at the other for voting to completely screw the country, and the other side are getting increasingly defensive about their 'victory'. In america, tensions are reaching fever pitch, stirred up by the moron they currently call their president. I now see the intense anger I feel in the eyes of others, only with them it does not go away after a few seconds: the fury stays and builds. If they do indeed feel the uncontrollable fury I feel, then this is a situation we should all be very, very worried about. That is a degree of rage nobody should feel, yet stirred up by fools like trump and farage, emotions are getting so intense that I now fear where this will all lead.


[Edited 16/08/2017 at 14:54:32 - added link]
[Edited 16/08/2017 at 20:02:00 - added link]

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